Untitled - 11/3/2025

today,
i found a paper clip
inside the gym
to fix my headphones

all to listen to music
that makes me think
about you
and the times of two.

about what will i proceed to do
in this life of mine.
feels like i have nothing but time
but at the same time

i feel the clock ticking.
feels im doing a lot
but still not enough.
nineteen, worried about all the wrong things.

living the dream
of when i was sixteen.
the stresses of life,
limerence about a woman i ain’t even met,

anxiety about
how i’m gonna do more than last month
when it was my best month
though it was my worst month.

i suppose the cost of growth
is 50k and a heartbreak.
the question now is
how much more can my heart take?

nah i ain’t broken
but it would be remiss to say
i ain’t hurting
but who ain’t?

i ain’t
worried about it,
hurried about it,
life goes on.